shout out to this school year / school in general for beating the everloving fuck out of any kind of life form left within me
I am dead inside
#I go to like a reallyyyyyy nice public school like really really really nice #but they kind of pile shit on you until you pass out #there is so much fucking pressure holy shit #I can't even tell you how much pressure there is #and by junior year (next year I mean fuck I'm barely halfway through) everyone is dead inside #the whole junior class is zombies #I have never been more physically and mentally exhausted in my life #sry for sounding like a brat because I am grateful for my education every fucking day #and in the long run it will be 100% worth it #but on a day to day basis it's a lot and I am very tired #goodnight #leaving fun fact: 20 something of our graduating class this year had like complete mental meltdowns bc school #woohoo!

